A heavy decision

I, The man who knows.
Must let out a scream
Of anguish and deceit
In the dark of night.

I have seen no light.
All I see is
Bad poetry.
Oh noetry.

There is no way to escape the destruction
On which I am bound.
I face a dilemma
From which I must escape.

But there is no good way out
Once you have accidently entered
Where I have long since
Step foot through no fault
Of mine own.

All that now happens weighs
Heavily upon me.
To hurt some one would be horrible.
And both options cause me to hurt
Some one.

I wish not for personal gain
But rather to help two people,
But to help both is impossible.
Oh, but what is one to do?